Back from the darkness. Trying to stop beating myself into the ground. Not just for me, but for those who need me also. Had a wild ride there for about a year. Learned some things about myself and the world I exist in. Not so mad anymore, it is what it is. I am only responsible for what I can or cannot do. The rest is just so much fluff that will blow away with the wind if we allow it to. In a way I have been through a vast darkness, and little by little I can begin to see the light. I can begin to seperate the important from the non-essential. Focus on the things I can affect, and merely observe the rest, taking from it as I may.